My Experience With Paruresis
My Experience With Paruresis
Hi All,
I’m a 37 year old guy who has suffered with Paruresis fir as long as I can remember. I guess it goes hand in hand with the Social Anxiety Disorder.
I’ve made some progress with the Paruresis recently, which is great although I have a long way to go. I use urinals most of the time now but only if no one else is using it. However I can not use a urinal in a quiet public toilet if anyone is in a stall either. Toilets with music are fine though.
The biggest problem is work. The toilets at work are very quiet and quite often there is always people in a cubicle, sitting very silently for long periods of time. I cannot even go in a stall in this instance. If the toilets are noisy and busy then I can urinate in the stall. It feels so crazy and complicated, and all this can change depending on my stress and anxiety levels! Before finding out about Paruresis online I felt like I was the only one who was like this.
Anyway, thanks for accepting my join request John and I hope to interact with you all on here!
I’m a 37 year old guy who has suffered with Paruresis fir as long as I can remember. I guess it goes hand in hand with the Social Anxiety Disorder.
I’ve made some progress with the Paruresis recently, which is great although I have a long way to go. I use urinals most of the time now but only if no one else is using it. However I can not use a urinal in a quiet public toilet if anyone is in a stall either. Toilets with music are fine though.
The biggest problem is work. The toilets at work are very quiet and quite often there is always people in a cubicle, sitting very silently for long periods of time. I cannot even go in a stall in this instance. If the toilets are noisy and busy then I can urinate in the stall. It feels so crazy and complicated, and all this can change depending on my stress and anxiety levels! Before finding out about Paruresis online I felt like I was the only one who was like this.
Anyway, thanks for accepting my join request John and I hope to interact with you all on here!
Re: My Experience With Paruresis
Welcome to our Forum!
You will find great help in regular support work. I also recommend next year's weekend workshop.
JohnW
You will find great help in regular support work. I also recommend next year's weekend workshop.
JohnW
Re: My Experience With Paruresis
I know what you mean about toilets with music in them, that does tend to help quite a lot.ADL81 wrote: ↑Wed Jul 11, 2018 9:17 amHi All,
I’m a 37 year old guy who has suffered with Paruresis fir as long as I can remember. I guess it goes hand in hand with the Social Anxiety Disorder.
I’ve made some progress with the Paruresis recently, which is great although I have a long way to go. I use urinals most of the time now but only if no one else is using it. However I can not use a urinal in a quiet public toilet if anyone is in a stall either. Toilets with music are fine though. I
The biggest problem is work. The toilets at work are very quiet and quite often there is always people in a cubicle, sitting very silently for long periods of time. I cannot even go in a stall in this instance. If the toilets are noisy and busy then I can urinate in the stall. It feels so crazy and complicated, and all this can change depending on my stress and anxiety levels! Before finding out about Paruresis online I felt like I was the only one who was like this.
Anyway, thanks for accepting my join request John and I hope to interact with you all on here!
Paruretics are sensitive to both the noise and visual exposure, which is why desensitisation has to look at both aspects, and is a gradual process in both areas.
Good luck with your progress and improvements.
Re: My Experience With Paruresis
Hi Derek, thanks for your reply! My main issue is definitely noise, or lack thereof in public toilets. Although I still can’t use the urinal when another is there but if I’ve already started and someone else comes in I’m fine.Derek wrote: ↑Sat Sep 01, 2018 9:10 pmI know what you mean about toilets with music in them, that does tend to help quite a lot.ADL81 wrote: ↑Wed Jul 11, 2018 9:17 amHi All,
I’m a 37 year old guy who has suffered with Paruresis fir as long as I can remember. I guess it goes hand in hand with the Social Anxiety Disorder.
I’ve made some progress with the Paruresis recently, which is great although I have a long way to go. I use urinals most of the time now but only if no one else is using it. However I can not use a urinal in a quiet public toilet if anyone is in a stall either. Toilets with music are fine though. I
The biggest problem is work. The toilets at work are very quiet and quite often there is always people in a cubicle, sitting very silently for long periods of time. I cannot even go in a stall in this instance. If the toilets are noisy and busy then I can urinate in the stall. It feels so crazy and complicated, and all this can change depending on my stress and anxiety levels! Before finding out about Paruresis online I felt like I was the only one who was like this.
Anyway, thanks for accepting my join request John and I hope to interact with you all on here!
Paruretics are sensitive to both the noise and visual exposure, which is why desensitisation has to look at both aspects, and is a gradual process in both areas.
Good luck with your progress and improvements.
How is your progress?
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Re: My Experience With Paruresis
I guess there are ways of relaxing. Either with medication, self talk as in what will happen if i don't go? nothing. Gradual exposure will lessen the anxiety of going. The other part is if a workmate knows youre in the cubicle not urinating what's the worst he could say? what are you doing in there.
Re: My Experience With Paruresis
Mate progress is very good overall with familiar toilets and practice sessions, but have stalled a bit in some areas. (excuse the pun)ADL81 wrote: ↑Thu Sep 06, 2018 5:34 pmHi Derek, thanks for your reply! My main issue is definitely noise, or lack thereof in public toilets. Although I still can’t use the urinal when another is there but if I’ve already started and someone else comes in I’m fine.Derek wrote: ↑Sat Sep 01, 2018 9:10 pmI know what you mean about toilets with music in them, that does tend to help quite a lot.ADL81 wrote: ↑Wed Jul 11, 2018 9:17 amHi All,
I’m a 37 year old guy who has suffered with Paruresis fir as long as I can remember. I guess it goes hand in hand with the Social Anxiety Disorder.
I’ve made some progress with the Paruresis recently, which is great although I have a long way to go. I use urinals most of the time now but only if no one else is using it. However I can not use a urinal in a quiet public toilet if anyone is in a stall either. Toilets with music are fine though. I
The biggest problem is work. The toilets at work are very quiet and quite often there is always people in a cubicle, sitting very silently for long periods of time. I cannot even go in a stall in this instance. If the toilets are noisy and busy then I can urinate in the stall. It feels so crazy and complicated, and all this can change depending on my stress and anxiety levels! Before finding out about Paruresis online I felt like I was the only one who was like this.
Anyway, thanks for accepting my join request John and I hope to interact with you all on here!
Paruretics are sensitive to both the noise and visual exposure, which is why desensitisation has to look at both aspects, and is a gradual process in both areas.
Good luck with your progress and improvements.
How is your progress?
Local shopping centres, under practice conditions and heavily fluid loaded, normally can do this fairly routinely with few misfires.
A recent case in point, I had a Conference through work, ironically at a Hotel right next to the Sydney International Airport!
Conferences are fairly problematic, as you are there with work colleagues/ bosses and not actively fluid loading.
However, in the late afternoon/ evening, went over to Sydney International Airport with a water bottle for a very successful practice session, at numerous toilets with different bowl urinal configurations.
A couple have back to back walls, and this is very good to keep reinforcing success not in direct line of the other urinator, I like to do this ad nauseum during practice sessions, and suggest this setup is good for all to utilise, along with long L shaped troughs. (where I had my first successes)
This particular Sydney Airport scene is quite nostalgic, for many paruretics, this was the scene of our first workshop/s, back in the day when there used to be about 20 guys turn up and we would all head over to the Airport for practice.
This just shows that paruresis can be dramatically improved, but it is still a lifelong battle to fully be free of it.
If you can nail something like the breath-hold technique as well, this would also be extremely beneficial as a backup tool.
Re: My Experience With Paruresis
Yep, the dreaded work colleague.onlyafool123 wrote: ↑Mon Oct 01, 2018 10:04 pmI guess there are ways of relaxing. Either with medication, self talk as in what will happen if i don't go? nothing. Gradual exposure will lessen the anxiety of going. The other part is if a workmate knows youre in the cubicle not urinating what's the worst he could say? what are you doing in there.
The only way is to keep reinforcing success outside of work, and hope this eventually translates to work success.
Easier said than done, but maybe have a quiet word with the workmate about the problem if you know him well enough, and are not compromising your position by telling him.
I should add that work is not an issue for me, as I have the most AP friendly set up in the world (not by choice I might add), with my own private lock up bathroom and toilet.
Re: My Experience With Paruresis
I've been doing quite well otherwise, even using urinals on occasion when the toilets are empty or no-one else is at a urinal. Did well on my overseas trip to Japan recently, no problem whatsoever using the toilets as they're much more private than what we have in Australia.onlyafool123 wrote: ↑Mon Oct 01, 2018 10:04 pmI guess there are ways of relaxing. Either with medication, self talk as in what will happen if i don't go? nothing. Gradual exposure will lessen the anxiety of going. The other part is if a workmate knows youre in the cubicle not urinating what's the worst he could say? what are you doing in there.
Re: My Experience With Paruresis
Fantastic to hear of your great progress, good on you!Derek wrote: ↑Tue Oct 30, 2018 8:10 amMate progress is very good overall with familiar toilets and practice sessions, but have stalled a bit in some areas. (excuse the pun)ADL81 wrote: ↑Thu Sep 06, 2018 5:34 pmHi Derek, thanks for your reply! My main issue is definitely noise, or lack thereof in public toilets. Although I still can’t use the urinal when another is there but if I’ve already started and someone else comes in I’m fine.Derek wrote: ↑Sat Sep 01, 2018 9:10 pm
I know what you mean about toilets with music in them, that does tend to help quite a lot.
Paruretics are sensitive to both the noise and visual exposure, which is why desensitisation has to look at both aspects, and is a gradual process in both areas.
Good luck with your progress and improvements.
How is your progress?
Local shopping centres, under practice conditions and heavily fluid loaded, normally can do this fairly routinely with few misfires.
A recent case in point, I had a Conference through work, ironically at a Hotel right next to the Sydney International Airport!
Conferences are fairly problematic, as you are there with work colleagues/ bosses and not actively fluid loading.
However, in the late afternoon/ evening, went over to Sydney International Airport with a water bottle for a very successful practice session, at numerous toilets with different bowl urinal configurations.
A couple have back to back walls, and this is very good to keep reinforcing success not in direct line of the other urinator, I like to do this ad nauseum during practice sessions, and suggest this setup is good for all to utilise, along with long L shaped troughs. (where I had my first successes)
This particular Sydney Airport scene is quite nostalgic, for many paruretics, this was the scene of our first workshop/s, back in the day when there used to be about 20 guys turn up and we would all head over to the Airport for practice.
This just shows that paruresis can be dramatically improved, but it is still a lifelong battle to fully be free of it.
If you can nail something like the breath-hold technique as well, this would also be extremely beneficial as a backup tool.
I've had some success with L shape troughs too, and am quite comfortable using the one at the local pool now.